Hi people. I wanna start posting now.

Okay, currently. It's saturday and the time now 3:12 PM. I'm chatting with Ain now. Yay! It's been a long time that we did'nt keep in touch. Hahaha. Anyway, I miss KakDee, KakRiri, KakEiyaa and also KakAlly. I just plan to go out someday with them. Hmm.. Okay, I'm playing computer toghether with my sister now.. I'm glad she's with me so that I'm not alone. Hehs. Today, my brother is celebrating his belated birthday with his friends. I hope you will have fun Abang. I love you. Hmm, okay. I'm facebooking now, nothing much more to do. Hmm, I wonder what William is doing right now. I ain't doing something wrong to him but he's avoiding me. Why? There's surely rumours, and I hate that :( Hmm. Ok. Urm, anyway. I'm going to Hafiz's house later together with Farzanah. Yeah, it's his birthday today. Fyi, Hafiz is my class monitor, hahaha. Happy Birthday, Hafiz! :)

Hi everyone. I'm so sorry for not posting so many days..

I miss you guys. Anyway, today is Friday. Yeah, it's 10:20 PM now. I wonder what is William doing.. We have been not talk for one week! And I don't know why.. I miss him so much but I still get to see him in school. I'm confused. I ain't doing nothing wrong to him, he ignore me. Okay, it's fine with me. I accepted it. I don't deserve to be his friend. Thank you, hmm. Alright, after posting this. I gonna write something in my diary. I feel lonely these days. Hmm, but I still care for others. Sometimes, I don't feel like eating or drinking too. Hmm.. Tasha, where are you? You just can't meet me :( Ain, where are you? No text or call? And William, where are you? I don't see your face somemore. Why? Hmm.. But it's okay, I just think they are busy. Alright, i gtg.. Byebye, love ya! :)

Hey! What is this picture? Friendship?

William is going back to America in 2 years time! I gonna miss him so much! He is the best guy friend I ever had. Different from other guy friends I know, they all bullied me but William is the only one who cares about me. Hmm, why William? Why you did all this for me? Indeed, I always never accept your love. You're two years younger than me. I just treat you as my little brother but why don't you treat me as a big sister, too? Why, William? I just want to know the answer, why? Other girls like you but keep on reject them, when I said I don't even love you, you still accept it, why and why? Everytime I ask you this, you change topic. Hmm. Thanks for everything you have sacrifise for me when Shahrukh came to beat me up. End up, you bashed him not he is the one who bash you. And when we were splitting water together, you wipe my cheeks with your towels. Thank you so much, William. Hais, okay readers. I gtg, byebye :) Gonna post again when I'm free. :) Loya ya' all.

Hi and Good Afternoon, World.

Yeah, that picture is a picture of William hugging someone (...), I can't tell ya' who was it. Haha! And he make his silly face by putting out his tounge like that. Haha, I snapped this picture. He's so cute. This was about 2 weeks ago. We went for KFC for lunch that time. Okay, now. The time now is 1:04 PM. I'm listening to Cody Simpson's songs. His voice is a bit familiar like Justin's, right? I think so.. Okay, today is Tuesday. I can't go to school 'cause it's PSLE Marking week, so I should just stay at home. Yeah, I gonna tell you about yesterday's happenings. It's so ... Nothing, haha. Okay, let's begin here.

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Yesterday, Farzanah, Mithra and I thought of going to Jurong East's Swimming Complex but I forgot that Jurong East Swimming Complex is closed on every Monday and Publick Holidays! Oh my! What to do, then? We decided to call William asking if we could go to his Condo to play Swimming Pool there. Farzanah and I the one who take turns to talk. Then, he says "Yeah, sure. You can come girls! I'll be waiting for you all outside my Condo now, I'm going off now with my friend, Abbas. See ya!" Then I put down the phone. We went to shops first to buy some snacks and water. We saw William, went in and go on playing. I was frustrated about why William did'nt let me play in the pool wherever Farzanah and Mithra can! Urgh. I just don't understand why. He's so annoying. So, while Farzanah and Mithra having fun, I change my clothes to go home, because I just think it's just such a waste of time going there if does'nt do anything. Hmm. After a while, he said, "Hey Huda! I'm sorry! You can play in the pool. Errm.." I said, "What again!? It's too late! I'm packing up and wanna go home. Such a waste of time, I should'nt have come here." He told me, "No, I'm at fault. So sorry, please Huda?" Hais, whatever. I just ignored him, but I feel so bored, so I decided to play with Farzanah and Mithra in the pool. And when I got in the pool, I was like, 'OMG', it's so cold! But what to do? I just play as long as I'm having fun with Farzanah and Mithra. When William saw me in the pool he came near the pool where I was and said, "Oh, Huda. I searched for you everywhere! I'm glad that you're here. You're my girlfriend, I love you. *wink*." I was kinda blushing, but I said, "Shut your mouth and go away. I don't need you. You're such a disaster. *sigh*." He said, "I'm sorry!" Haha, after a while. William and I were back together as friends and talk as normal. Weird right?

And I ain't his Girlfriend! Dream on. When on Earth I said that you're my boyfriend? Gross! Okay, that's all. Haha, it was such a tiring day yesterday but it's so fun! :)

I see your face in my mind as it drive away. Non of us thought it will gonna end that way. People are people and sometimes will change our mind. But it's killing me see you go up to all this time. Music start playing when the end of sad movie. Tradegy be along will bring you down. Now idk what to be without you around. And we know, it never simple, never easy. You the only thing I know, like the back of my hand. Never want this, never want to see you hurt. Every little pumping in the row, I try to swear. It's 2am, feel like I just lost a friend. Hoping that is not easy, easy for me. I said, "Can you belive it?", as we lying on the sofa. You said, "I remebered how we felt first in by the water, and everytime I look at you, it's like the first time. I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter, she is the best thing. It's ever been mine." Thank you so much, William. And I remember that fight 2:30am, everything was slipping right out of my head. You said, "I never leave you alone." Thank you again, William. You're the first guy I ever talk about what is really love. I'm so glad for being a friend of yours. HAHA!

Gonna post again peeps, bye and tc :)

Hi loves.

I'm so sorry for not posting, I'm busy with stuffs. Did you see a picture of me and Tasha, above? I fought with her yesterday and it's so hurting. I don't know how it started, but I know I start it first. I feel so bad for hurting her, and that's the first time ever. I'm so sorry, Tasha. I just control my feelings. And I remembered that fight 5:30 PM, everything was slipping right out of my head. I just can't do anything without her. She's the best pal I ever had, she understand my situation. Okay, now. What I know, I miss a little friend, Ain. Hmm.. Everything is in a mess now. What should I do? Only one thing could empty my mind away is listening to Justin's music.. Aites, I gonna go tarining at 6PM sharp later. I hope I can rest well now. Thank you people, for supporting me. Love all of you :)

Hi guys. The time now is 12:17 AM in the morning!

I haven't sleep yet.. Gosh, it's already morning. I'm gonna sleep later on. Yet, tomorrow I'm taking PSLE too! Hais, it's such a disaster for me. I'm having flue, headache and feels like butterflies in my stomach most of the time. Okay, currently, the picture above is on Wednesday, 6th of October. I went to the library and I saw my friend at the Basketball court, so I went to meet them, and yeah. I took a lot of pictures with my friend, Syasha. There's so many pictures of me and her, but I just don't have the time to upload all of them... So, at least there's some pictures :) Okay, now. I feel so lonely, very lone without my dearest lil' sister... Hais, where are you? I miss you so much that I kept thinking what are you doing nowadays, and that girl is, Nurul Ain.. My best of all.. Hmm, imysm lah. Hope you could send me any msgges.. Hmm, alright. I gtg, gonna post again tomorrow. Going to sleep now. (ZzZzZ)..

Goodbye and takecare everyone. Love ya'! - peace.

Hi world. I just reached home from training.

Oh my, I'm extremely tired. Today is Thursday and it's almost Friday! The time now is 11:51 PM! Gosh, I haven't sleep yet although I'm so damn tired and sleepy too. I'm dizzy right now. I accompanying my sister doing her art work, colouring. Wow, she coloured so beautifully. I love her art work, she's good in it. Yeah, haha. Anyway, tomorrow is Friday and I'm taking MT PSLE Paper. Hmm, wish me all the best for myself, hahas. Wishing all the best for all Primary Six pupils in Singapore who are taking PSLE 2010 too. Lols, Yun baru je PSLE. Takpe. PSLE pun serious exam perr. Haha. Okay, anyway. Just now during training, idk why I talk English with Tasha all the way but it's good. I feel so comfortable talking English with people than talking Malay. Hmm, okay. And yeah, I forgot. Justin Bieber's new official music video, 'U smile', it's not out in Youtube and I KINDA LOVE the video.. I'm pretty jealous, errr - Haha, whatever. Okay now. I'm facebooking while hearing some Jessica Jarrell's songs. You know what? Jessica have a nice voice and I really think that she's cool. I love her single music called, 'Almost Love'. Yeah, it's so fun to hear and the video is so... Flirty, haha. Great job. I salute you, Jessi. I'm a fan of her too. Haha, okay. I think I'll stop here then. Gtg! Gonna post again.. Bye and take care people :)

- 11:58 PM.

Hi readers loves.

I seek forgiveness for not posting for more than one week! Gosh. It's the first time. Hmm... I've been so busy nowadays. Today is Wednesday, and I'm taking English Paper on PSLE today. To me, it's average easy. How about the rest of my P6s' friends? What's your oppinion? Hmm, gonna take Maths PSLE Paper tomorrow and I'm so weak in that subject. Hope I could pass my PSLE with flying colours. I went to JP's library just now with my best pal, Tasha. Thanks to her for accompanying me to the library. I hate it when there's so many people in the library. It's KINDAA noisy. Tasha was so careless in there.. Okay, the time now is 9:37 PM and I've not sleep yet although tomorrow is the toughest paper I'm gonna take.. I'm facebooking now. There's so many request. Hmm... Thanks to ALL who wishes me good luck in PSLE. Hais.. I just take it as if it's a normal exam, but I'm serioooous! Hmm, so stress thinking so much thing.. Hmm.. Okay, so tomorrow. I'm not sure if I gonna post tomorrow.

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It's a sad thing. I feel like, I'll never feel happiness. If it is, it's fake. Everything had just changed suddenly! Idk why.. William has changed. He acted so weird, REALLY WEIRD towards me. Idk why. This world have changed. WHY? I want to know, God.

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