Hi Lovers :)

It's Friday today. Yeah, the time now is 2:51 PM. I reached home at 2 PM. I was supposed to attend MT Supplementry class, but since I fell down so hard just now, I just feel like can't stand up. I walked home alone in the rain without umbrella. I'm so dizzy that I fell down. Many of my friends, around 6 to 7 of my friends helped me. Hey guys, I fell down not that bad. I'm just a bit of dizzy and my vision is blur. I kept thinking of William. I thought myself, "I wonder what is William doing now." Suddenly I fell to the ground, that's what happened. I feel so thankful, Diyan accompanied me to General Office. It's very painful when one of the staff there sprayed something to my knee. I closed my eyes. Seconds later, I feel the pain again. I kept quiet. Hmm, okay. I think it's enough. I just wanna talk about these incidents (above), BEFORE it happened.

Okay, I put my bag on the bench at my canteen table. I spotted William's bag at H's canteen table class. So, I knew he is somewhere around in school that time. I saw Farzanah, Mithra and Diyan (my bestfriends in school) are with William.

My heart says, "Oh God, why must You appear William again in front of my eyes? I tried to forget him while You keep appearing him.." But seriously, why and why? I kept asking. I tried to forget him but it seems to hard for me. He had been sacrifises anything for me, I do appreaciate it a lot. But he's not for me, that's all I know. He still never give-up for me. I love him, yes I do. I remembered a few sentece he told me. Okay. Before he says that few sentence, he showed me a chinese girl'. Okay now he said, "Huda. What she have, I have. What she love, I love." I'm so hurt hearing that. My ears feel like unstick from my skin again. I walked away, but then. He called my name to stop. He chased me till the school gate. The last sentence I ever talk to him just now is, "Please leave me alone. I don't need anyone. I just want to be alone. If you love me, LEAVE me. I'm deeply hurt. Goodbye and good luck." That's the last sentence I told him just now :'( He replied, "I-LOVE-YOU and I won't give up. You are the best thing I ever had."

I ignored him and walked on away to my home. As I walked, my tears dropped.