 Hello peeps. Sad story ): I've broke up with Aqilastro. Hhmpf. i just can't stand with his attitude. He irritates me, but no matter what i would always love him. Cause i believe, he always be there for me. But now, i dunnoe. Maybe he need some time or i need some time. Haish. Now, life has changed a lot. I donnoe larh. To Beloved Mummy ; Mummy, be strong okeh ? i knoe daddy became like this because of you mummy. but just relax keh ? im as daughter, needs to give some time to rest yr mind mother. You're the best mum i ever had. You one in a million, yeah that's you. Mummy, thanks fr understanding me about my beloved boyfriend. I mean, ex boyf, Aqil. i knoe that you like aqil mum. But ? .. You knoe that we fought, battle, defended. Thanks for giving me some good advise. I understood mum. No matter what, i'll never let aqil go. But we just nothing, that's all. I tried my best to put him first in the list. But he made me go stupid, and irritated me a lot. He could'nt understand a girl's heart. That's all. okeh , i don't say that he's nt good. he's best ! but, kind of .. ? dunnoe -.- He's the best gift from God. i dunnoe how i cold move on mah life without him. okeh , whatever. justnow. firstly i enter my blog, i go click on aqil's url. i saw my picture and he post bout me. i dunnoe when. Hhm. Jangan pernah kaw letakkan bawah karna cintaku hanyalah untukmu tapi kini kaw telah memperginya. Maafkan jika memang kini harus ku tinggalkan dirimu karna hati ku selalu kaw lukai. Tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu, ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa .. Ku menangis, membayangkan betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku, kaw duakan cinta ini. Kaw pergi bersamanya. Ku menangis, melepaskan kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku, harus slalu kaw tahu aku lah hati yang telah kaw sakiti. )):
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